quite sad to find out that Multiply site indeed finally closed down. i just visited it now just to check if i could still save some of my random writings and i just found out that my account was totally deleted…now gone as if it never existed here in world wide web. sigh.

oh well, change.

that site will always be special to me. writing those journal entries helped me grow and realized a lot of things…oh well, must say goodbye now. it was a long overdue goodbye. i always put off saving all the stuff that i put in there…i always thought that site will always be there. i may not put another new entry  but i kinda hope that it will be there when i need to check it. sigh. i was wrong. i feel like i lost another friend.

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my favorite balladeer, Christian Bautista just moved into another network. a lot of people i knew told me “na mawawalan na sya ng career” … during a conversation with him, his statement of, “I should not be depending on a network, I should be depending on Him” struck me and i admire for his faith and courage to take that leap of faith…something that most of us are afraid to do so.

here i am wishing i am more braver.

i found an inspiring song today…

Welcome to a new beginning
Welcome to a brand new side of me
This will be the life I’m meant to lead
More than just a midlife crisis
This will be a lighthouse in my soul
Taking me to what the future holds

I am not confined to steady ground
For fear of falling, I will fly

So I will live my life
Knowing I’ve got just one chance to make it right
Hope will be on my side this time
To live what I am dreaming of

Tear away my fall back option
Take away the safety net below
I’m taking my chances as I go
Life is more than just survival
Love will be the thing that sets me free
Just a little faith is all I need

I am not inclined to give up now
The sky is calling, I will fly

So I will live my life
Knowing I’ve got just one chance to make it right
Hope will be on my side this time
And I will spend my days
Knowing that the love I give won’t go away
I will not stand and wait for life to come
I will live what I am dreaming of
I will not let failure hold me down
I am not afraid of learning from what comes around

So I will live my life
Knowing I’ve got just one chance to make it right
Hope will be on my side this time
And I will spend my days
Knowing that the love I give won’t go away
I will not stand and wait for life to come
I will live what I am dreaming of
I will live what I am dreaming of

-what i’m dreaming of by trading yesterday